IÂm looking at my face staring back at me
Look at the mirror hating everything reflecting me
CouldnÂt believe what the whole world has done to me
It was me, me, me, all that I could see
I was in trouble I was in pain
I was playing on the edge of going insane
Damn I got stuck, always bad luck
CouldnÂt see all these people who were backing me up
After crying and long years of hiding
I was recognizing the cycle IÂm in
All this aching IÂm done with this faking
This sadness IÂm breaking, again IÂll begin
I blamed the whole community
For all the shit surrounding me
ThatÂs why I felt this hate in me
for life
So I start looking back at me
and take responsibility
ThatÂs why I feel this sympathy
for life
Suddenly I loved life again
Suddenly I even laughed again
Finally I could sleep again, breathe again
I could even eat again
Life didnÂt seem so bad for me
Got a great band friends and a family
and a lovely girl taking care of me
Was it me screaming life ainÂt fair to me
Past is just baggage you take on this voyage
Nothing but a package thatÂs making you strong
Just have some faith in the choices youÂre making
Wherever theyÂll take you
That's where you belong
Why couldnÂt I just see that my world is spinning just for me
I am a part of life
I got sick of blaming every day the same accusations
My whole lifeÂs a lie
The world is spinning just for me
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