I canĀ't laugh
I canĀ't cry
I canĀ't see inside of me
DonĀ't know the reason why
I ainĀ't straight
And I ainĀ't high
IĀ'm the ugly in between
CanĀ't live and I canĀ't die
I wanna scream
And I canĀ't win
My lifeĀ's a living soundtrack
For a human horror film
I canĀ't feel
And I canĀ't love
My mama never showed me how
I never was enough
I canĀ't laugh
And I canĀ't smile
IĀ'll sacrifice my aged elders
To show me how to die
I canĀ't love
And I canĀ't feel
And my mother never loved me
deep down she hated me
I canĀ't fuck
I canĀ't feel
I am one bizzare motherfucker
What the fucks inside of me
IĀ'll kill the beast
So to free my soul
And smash the mirrors
That wonĀ't let me go
Oh, if thereĀ's a smile that ya see
ItĀ's only the clockwork orange thatĀ's in me
I curse the darkness impassioned plea
And tear the heartout and watch me bleed
IĀ'll sacrifice my blood for free
To satisfy the vengeance thatĀ's in me
And bury the mirror thatĀ's inside me
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