My life had always been a game
I never learned how to play
Hid from me every day
Because I?ve see some horrible things
And thanks to memory I doubt they ever leave
And all my friends are like chameleons
They?re into shape shifting and I don?t trust anything
I blame the jealousy, the insecurity
But that is such a waste as up today all that shit changes
I don?t care any more
If it?s okay with you
I?ll be the judge of me and you can just peace
And I don?t care any more
I watched some porno girl
I?ll take a pill or two if I wanna chill
I?m gonna pour another vodka drink
And I don?t care what you think
Everyone?s on something
And can you find mister Popular
But crack him open girl and you?ll find something wrong
If I could cure insecurity
How fucking rich would I be?
I?d sell it all to you and then you?d leave
But I don?t care any more
If it?s okay with you
I?ll be the judge of me and you can just peace
And I don?t care any more
I watched some porno girl
I?ll take a pill or two if I wanna chill
Sometimes I feel as if
My walls are closing in
Maybe I?m just paranoid
Or am I focussed in
Rap .
I don?t care any more
If it?s okay with you
I?ll be the judge of me and you can just peace
I don?t care any more
Untill you?re oblivious.
Congratulations they lost me [...]
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