Wish I was to dead to cry
The self-affliction fades
Stones to throw in my creator
Massacres to which I cater
You dont need to bother
I dont need to be
Ill keep slipping farther
But once I hold on I wont let go til it bleeds
Wish I was to dead to care
If indeed i cared at all
Never had a voice to protest
So you fed me shit to digest
I wish I had a reason
My flaws are open season
For this I gave up trying
One good turn deserves my dying
You dont need to bother
I dont need to be
Ill keep slipping farther
But once I hold on I wont let go til it bleeds
Wish I died instead of lived
The zombie hides my face
Shelf forgotten with its memories
Diaries left with cryptic entries
You dont need to bother
I dont need to be
Ill keep slipping farther
But once I hold on I wont let go til it bleeds
You dont need to bother
I dont need to be
Ill keep slipping farther
But once I hold on Ill never look down my deceits
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