I dont know how else to put this
It's taken me so long to do this
I'm falling asleep and I can't see straight
My muscles feel like a malee
My body's curled in a u shape
I put on my best but I'm still afraid
Propered up by lies with promises
Saving my place as lifes forgets
Maybe it's time I saw the world
I'm only gere for a while
But patience is not my style
And im so tired I gotta go
What am I suppose to want now ?
What am I suppose to do ?
Did you really think I wouldn't see this through ?
Tell me I should stick around for you
Tell me I could have it all
I'm still tired to care and I gotta go
I get to go home in one week
But I'm leaving home in three weeks
They throw me a bone just to pick me dry
I'm following suit and directions
I crawl up inside for protection
I'm told what to do and I dont know why
I'm over existing in limbo
I'm over the myths and placebos
I don't really mind if I just fade away
I'm ready to live with my family
I'm ready to die in obscurity
Cause im so tired that I gotta go
What am I suppose to want now ?
What am I suppose to do ?
You still dont think I'm going see this through
Tell me I'm a part of history
Tell me I can have it all
I'm still to tired to care and I gotta go
Oh yeah
Oh yeah yeah yeah yeah.
Still to tired to care and i gotta go
Still to tired to care and i gotta go
Still to tired to care and i gotta go
Yeah Yeah
Still to tired to care and I gotta go
Go home
Still to tired to care and I gotta go
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